I did this.

BEFORE:

Painted pink arms and legs and 1980's fabric

AFTER:

 Modernized cuteness

A memory

For those of you who don't know, I have 4 sisters. 5 girls in my family and no boys. Most of the time the reaction to that information is "Whoa - your POOOOOOR dad!!!". When maybe it should have been, "Whoa...you poor sisters that were mean to each other!!"

Girls are mean. Sisters are mean! I love ALL of my sisters so much, but that doesn't mean that we have always been nice to each other. Its kind of like we - as sisters - can be rude to each other. But the second someone outside of the family is rude or has a problem with one of us, then that person better BEWARE!!!!

Case in point:
(I don't really know what 'case in point' means, but i feel like it fits here)

Sisters involved: Staci(moi) and youngest sister Anne-Marie
Ages at time of incident: I was 8, she was 6 (roughly)
Location: playhouse in the backyard of our home

Incident: Anne-Marie and Staci playing on the swings on the playhouse built by our dad. Staci is pushing Anne-Marie. Suddenly Staci gets a sinister smile as an idea pops in her head. Staci tells Anne-Marie, who is on the swing twisted up so high that she can barely move, to lean her head back, close her eyes and open her mouth. Anne-Marie pleads NO! Staci replies 'Fine, then I won't be your friend.' Anne-Marie wants to be friends with Staci. Anne-Marie reluctanly agrees to comply with demands from sinster older sister Staci. Anne-Marie closes her eyes and leans her head back while opening her mouth. Staci promptly spits a loogie directly into open mouth, then lets go of swing so that it untwists and Anne-Marie can't do anything about the loogie in her mouth. Staci runs off laughing. 21 years later, Staci STILL feels guilt for that moment.

Why am I admitting this rudeness on the internet?? I know not.

All this being said, my sisters are my Best Friends!! It is so fun to always have someone to be able to turn to or hang out with. Their happiness equals the rest of our happiness. 

Love you girlies.

FAcebook

I deleted my facebook account. If anyone wants to know my status', just know that I'm most likey annoyed with the sound effects from my cubicle neighbors. :)

Or you can email me at staci mckinnon (at) hotmail (dot) com

Nothin' Better

I was born in 1981. My childhood was fun. I feel bad for the kids these days, everything is electronic and technological.....

We had the best neighborhood. In the summer, all the neighborhood kids would get together to play night games,lost in the wilderness or go toilet papering and other things like that.

My sisters and our neighbors - the Knight's would all get together and set up all our barbie stuff outside to play. We would make barbie houses out of random stuff and by the time we got everything set up just right, it was time to pack it in.

There was a neighborhood "club" at a ditch that was covered by a cool tree. Everyone would go hang out there and pass the summer days away.

Poor kids these days don't have it near as cool.

Here are some fun stuff that is totally from my era!!

Slouch socks.

Slap bracelets

(now these aren't allowed cuz they can be used as weapons)

Trapper Keepers!

These were the coolest. Ever.

Shera dolls

(I think I had every single one)

T-shirt clips

Pound puppies

Whatever these were called

Zoobilee Zoo

Today's Special

Oh. and ME.

Jenny.

Time is a strange thing.

13 years ago today,I was a sophomore in highschool. 4 of my highschool buddies and I decided to sluff our first class of the day.  One of those buddies was my best friend Jenny. She has just broke up with some guy the night before and came to school crying that morning. So we decided to sluff. We were just planning to sluff at the school library because neither of us had cars since I had just turned 16 and Jenny was still 15. Then we decided to leave and hunted down someone who did have a car which is how we got 3 other people to come.

Its funny how a day from 14 years ago in my life still can seem like yesterday and I can remember every event that happened.

When I was in Jr. High, I was a very shy, awkward girl that had very nerdy tendencies and only opened up to a few people. I've never been someone that is surrounded by lots of girlfriends. I've always just had one or two good close friends. Jenny was the opposite of me. She was social, athletic, outgoing and so friendly. She kind of took me under her wing and I was able to open up to her and be my weird self. :) We were best friends. Inseparable for the next few years. We would talk on the phone every night for hours - about what? Stupid stuff!!

We used to talk about what if one of us died and what we would do. We'd end up crying on the phone saying that we'd miss each other. Little did we know that those talks were our goodbye.

The morning we decided to sluff, the 5 of us crammed ourselves into a 1990 Geo Prizm, went and gorged ourselves with scones and chatted. When it was time to leave, we all crammed ourselves into the car again - Jenny made me switch places with her in the car for some reason. My friend who was driving,  started the car, we were all laughing and teasing each other, when we pulled out in front of a Semi which broadsided us going 45 mph. My best friend Jenny and really good other friend Sarah died. The two others were lifelighted to hospitals and in comas. I simply walked away with a broken collarbone. And a broken heart.

Although its been so long, and my heart has healed, I still think of my Jenny everyday. She has always played a prominent role in my life. I always have tried to make my life worth it. Because she switched me seats. If she hadn't, she would be alive and I would be dead. So I better make my life worth it. Right? :)

I have a lot of dreams with her. Where we are just sitting and talking. I tell her about my life and she tells me about why she had to go. Isn't it weird kinda that I still have dreams like this?

She is more present in my life when I am facing certain challenges. Whether it is really her or not - she still brings me peace. The thought of her and who she was, who she is and what she teaches me reminds me that even on my most crappy day, I'm never really alone.

One of the last things Jenny said before she died was "I seriously wish that song Secret Garden comes on the radio..."

"Secret Garden"

-Bruce Springstein

She'll let you in her house

If you come knockin' late at night

She'll let you in her mouth

If the words you say are right

If you pay the price

She'll let you deep inside

But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car

To go drivin' 'round

She'll let you into the parts of herself

That'll bring you down

She'll let you in her heart

If you got a hammer and a vise

But into her secret garden, don't think twice

You've gone a million miles

How far'd you get

To that place where you can't remember

And you can't forget

She'll lead you down a path

There'll be tenderness in the air

She'll let you come just far enough

So you know she's really there

Then she'll look at you and smile

And her eyes will say

She's got a secret garden

Where everything you want

Where everything you need

Will always stay

A million miles away

Sarah was also a very loving, carefree, happy friend who taught me a lot.

Happy Friday

These pictures makes me smile.

My weekend of Joy.

What did I do this weekend??? (or watch people do for me)

a) built a bomb shelter

b) dig to china

c) hunt for treasure

d) fix plumbing and dig for the pipe only to find the remnants of the old septic tank with rotting boards which I almost fell through.

e) spend $825 on a plumber

f) both d and e

The Answer is F!

And I was not smiling.

Cute

RBefore:

$8 at thrift store

After:

2009

So. Here is a recap of my 2009 year's random events (in no particular order):

• Turned 28 yrs old


• Found a nest of baby vulchers in a canyon


• Bought my very own first house! Ohhhh Yeaaaaa


• Went to Six Flags in Los Angeles!


• Met my boyfriends children (LOVE THEM to Pieces)


• Met my boyfriend's EX wife (........)


• Almost died from heat exhaustion while hiking out of the Grand Canyon


• Found out I have Rheumatoid Arthiritis


• Broke my finger and got 8 stitches


• Became a landlord (Hi Sam!)


• Mom-skip this next one:


• went 90 mph on the back of a motorcycle


• bought my own flowered motorcylce helmet


• Had a pretty good roller coaster year